Emo~

im serious ..there were so much bad shit came to me at the same time..how im goin to take all of these ..im feel so helpless ..i told myself don't cry don't cry babe ...take it as an experience... but i failed i can't to hold my tears for not to drop out..my heart was just so painful ..i got few time experience on it but how come still it occur again and i can't even to handle nicely..seriously i don't wish to have this kind of feeling just such a painful to me..im just telling myself please be tough but when im feel helpless my tears will automatically drop out..can't i just be more independent?  time will be prove any things ..im hope everything goes well ..jia you beh ..